The B-Flat Christian

God is good

Yes, but God is definitely not safe.

 

By Rebecca Crow Lister

Several months ago, I had the pleasure of purchasing a used copy of “The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe” by C.S. Lewis. Bargain hunter that I am, I was thrilled, as it is it was only $3.50. It is my favorite of the “Chronicles of Narnia” series, and this particular version contains lovely color illustrations. I first read the book as a child and immediately connected to the story and the characters. When reading it, I felt as if I were reconnecting with old friends. Once again, I read voraciously about the four Penvensie children — stalwart Peter, resourceful Susan, troubled Edmund and kind-hearted Lucy.

The power of Old Magic draws the children within the parallel universe of Narnia after entering the doors of a magical wardrobe. They learn about the evil White Witch who holds Narnia in perpetual winter, and about Aslan, its creator and emancipator. Aslan is on the move to free Narnia, and the courageous Mr. Beaver explains that Aslan is a giant lion, and not to be trifled with.

“Ooh” said Susan. “I’d thought he was a man. Is he-quite safe? I shall feel rather nervous about meeting a lion” …

 

“Safe?” said Mr. Beaver … “Who said anything about safe? ‘Course he isn’t safe. But he’s good. He’s the King, I tell you.” (Chapter 8, The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe)

 

This scene came to mind when listening to passages read from Revelation a few Sundays ago. After the lectionary reader finished reading about the famous throne room scene at the end of Chapter 4, my son leaned over and whispered, “What creatures was she talking about?”  I opened the pew Bible and pointed to the beginning of the chapter and watched as he read it silently.

Around the throne, and on each side of the throne, are four living creatures, full of eyes in front and behind: the first living creature like a lion, the second living creature like an ox, the third living creature with a face like a human face, and the fourth living creature like a flying eagle. And the four living creatures, each of them with six wings, are full of eyes all around and inside. (Rev. 4:6b-8a NRSV)

He looked up, his eyes wide.  “Wow.  Those guys sound scary.  All those eyes and wings.”

I nodded grimly.  “Yes, they do … God is scary,” I added.

Nevertheless, while Aslan is kind and gentle, the other creatures of Narnia — even the White Queen herself — fear him. Thinking she has finally won when Aslan offers his own life to her in the place of Edmund, Aslan claims the ultimate victory over death.  Winter is banished, and the hope of spring and peace returns to the land. The story draws unmistakable parallels to that of Jesus and the resurrection, and is the first book I remember crying while reading.

As a child in church, I knew God was good, but the image of a giant lion who is simultaneously good and  terrifying  resonated with me.  On an intellectual level, I understood that Jesus died “as a ransom for many” (Mark 10:45), but reading  this book reminded why. Just as Aslan gave his life for the undeserving Edmund, Jesus traded his perfect life for our unworthy lives.

I now understand that I myself am Edmund. This realization still moves me when re-reading this book forty years later. It is a powerful thing to see oneself in a story and to be changed by it forever.  I remain in awe of Aslan — God — and am humbled by his movement in my life.

Most of us prefer to envision our God as loving and forgiving, the one who searches for the lost sheep, the one who waits with outstretched arms for his prodigal son, the one Jesus calls “Daddy” in the Lord’s Prayer. This is true. Yet, God is so utterly beyond our tiny minds’ understanding that we try reducing him to a “buddy” or a “pal.” Doing so calms our fear, but simultaneously negates God’s true nature of utter holiness and righteousness.

God is the only comfort, He is also the supreme terror: the thing we most need and the thing we most want to hide from. He is our only possible ally, and we have made ourselves His enemies. Some people talk as if meeting the gaze of absolute goodness would be fun. They need to think again. They are still only playing with religion. Goodness is either the great safety or the great danger – according to the way you react to it. And we have reacted the wrong way.”

(C. S. Lewis, “Mere Christianity”)

God is scary, and God is definitely not safe. We are wise to remind ourselves whom we serve — a loving, yet terrible and mighty King, the Lion of Judah.

 

Rebecca Lister is an associate professor of music at Lebanon Valley College in Annville, Pennsylvania. Her passion is music and worship in churches.  She is a student in the on-line Master’s of Divinity program of University of Dubuque Theological Seminary and is an Inquirer in the Carlisle Presbytery.